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Wednesday, May 7, 2008

near and with me....

he asked me why I left
total silence
a new season, a new me
the old me, the woe is me
fear upon me
couldn't articulate my feelings
frozen
hushed
couldn't state my case
he was my only voice of reason
my haven of balance and maturity

had to leave him
run
flee
fly to sanity
outside our bubble
be free or burn together
this circle of love
that was pierced by
pride and uncertainty
caught in my throat
I wanted to
but I couldn't
I needed to
but I wouldn't
not again
choking now
on my tears
so I ran
and I didn't say why

7 comments:

Proactiff said...

we should infuse our thoughts. your prose and mine. it's no wonder you and i have declared friend for a lifetime.

i heart you. i'm here for you and YOU. *inside joke*

back to work; stop PROcrastinating on that project/presentation. you always do great! they love- "the queen has spoken"- (you) there. *lmao*

Eros said...

"I wanted to
but I couldn't
I needed to
but I wouldn't
not again
choking now
on my tears
so I ran
and I didn't say why,"

I want to know why, so I ask why didn't you say?

Cami said...

that's deep. loves it. :)

Blah Blah Blah said...

I like this...a lot.


really

Mizrepresent said...

Wow gurl, see what i've been missing...been missing this beautiful transition...but i'm back on track.

Lovebabz said...

You are a delight! I loved this. It speaks tomy own sense of leaving....

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