super bad...

I'm officially an XBOX widow.

The Champ and I are hosting Turkey day at his place...wish us luck! The menu sounds yummy but will it taste yummy!

My MAC lip gloss is poppin - Viva Glam VI

Work is slow and boring. I hope I get off early tomorrow.

Seems like all the lil people in my life want webkinz..I'm so sick of buying these things.

I hope I get a new coach bag for christmas...HINT, HINT!

My medium bikini panties are getting smaller and smaller on my..I think my bootay is growing!!!

My happiness is back....I will never let someone steal all that joy from me again.

My 2 bestest girlfriends live in NC and in TX..I miss them so much..They both called me yesterday and I wish we could HANG!

Why do all my college buddies want me to spend half my day on facebook. No I do not want to find MR. TH that left me for my cheerleading coach!! HAHA!

I think the next store I open will be a Porn shop full of movies, books, toys and coffee.. Yeah COFFEE!!!

oh and another thing I'm NO. 1 in my fantasy basketball league..SUCKAS!!! and its my first time playing...I do my RESEARCH SON!!!!...

"watch me.....watch me...I got soulllllllllllllllll...and I'm super bad!"

*smooches*

bout to spaz...

I'm ashamed to say
I've let someone
steal my joy
for 4 days



I can't let it go.
Its hard to move on
Can't talk about it
no one understands
no right words.


Its so unfair
to those that are around me
to those that love me


I have this monster inside of me.
Its growing
It wants to fight.
I can't control it.
I can't hold it in.



I haven't been happy for 4 days
What happened to my happiness



I want to escape
unrecognizable
different
My face is not my own

How could I smile when I'm hurtin' so bad inside?

brand new day...

Every Look Around
Cause there's a reason
to rejoice you see
Everybody come out
And let's commence
to singing joyfully

Everybody look up
And feel the hope
that we've been waiting for


Everybody's glad
Because our silent fear
and dread is gone
Freedom, you see,
has got our hearts
singing so joyfully

Just look about
You owe it to yourself
to check it out

Can't you feel a brand new day?
Can't you feel a brand new day?
Can't you feel a brand new day?
Can't you feel a brand new day?

vote wit me....

"Gotta get yo' ass up and vibe with me

Come on ride with me, come on ride with me

Holla, get crunk, get live with me"