my energy's kinetic...

The Twins aren't asking for much, just someone who will stimulate their mind for a great time. Of course, those mental hijinks need to have a bit of follow-through, so a lover with variety on their mind will score a perfect 10. That said, a quickie in the back seat of a fast car is just what the doctor ordered on some days. Face it, the Gemini woman is versatile! Most of all, sex is a mental sport for Gemini. The act begins in the head and works its way down and around.

Gemini is always in search of the perfect lover and the perfect sexual experience. Once they (hopefully) find it, they will want, and give, stimulation to all the senses, for sight, sound and touch are all important. Bottom line: The Twins want something different and something complete.

Not too much to ask, right?

For me when I can make it happen quickly I feel I've done my job.
My girls are just the opposite..they say the longer the guy lasts the better..
they tell me they'd rather it take longer so they can get theirs..hmmmmm

I've been working on my SLOW MOTION techniques in the bedroom, tryna slow it down, enjoy the moment..and don't rush the pleasure...let him take his time pleasing me and WOW
its been great!

Ladies/Fellas what do you prefer..quickies or LONG DRAWN out sessions??...DRAWN out may be a lil harsh..but I tend to enjoy the quickies...lets get it over with and do something else.

sex is like a sport to me....get to the goal, get the trophy and lets get some dinner champ..

and the faster I can get him to his goal the better ...

what?

Ankh....@ 40

My only gripe with having birthdays is when people say "You look good for your age" WTF..I HATE THAT!

anyways...

I'm so excited to see

what the future

holds for lil ole me

once I turn 4-teeeeeee

I'm ready for the NEW NEW!

This will start GEMINI MONTH..shout out to my baby who was also born on JUNE 16th !!!

Tidbit No. 1. Sexual Preferences of a Gemini woman
This woman is quite unpredictable when it comes to sex. The place is not as important for her as mental stimulation. Gemini woman is open to new things with no prejudices about sex . But her strongest turn-on lies in her brain. Phone sex, adult DVD and sex books are among her favorite though, because she can't imagine her life without mental stimulation. Gemini woman is innately gifted with the art of teasing, that's why a soft feather in her hands turns into a spicy sensual play with the wide range of sensations. She likes to invent new ways and intricate manipulations of pleasing her partner. She may introduce balls into vagina and as her partner penetrate her from behind or combine it with manual stimulation of the genitals.

as flava flav would say..WOW WOW WOW WOOOOOOOOW!!!!

p.s. I have never had balls in my vagina....

that kind of guy...

I was emailing someone yesterday describing THE CHAMP
and the only thing I could say was that "he's a CATCH".

I knew from our very first telephone conversation 90 days ago...
that we were both on the same page and headed in the same direction.
I knew he was different and I would be changed by him from that day..
day 1 we marked it.
The way he smiled ... turned me soft because I knew it was genuine and just for me
instant gratification..all the time smiles, giggles, hugs and kisses
kind words of support, comfort, desire, passion, completeness.
I knew we'd be different to each other not like all the rest.
Taking our time/more time, listening more, more willing to compromise,
sharing insides that no one else could touch - generous with our affection..
our attention in one direction..
our need for each other is matched ... point to point connection.

I knew we'd have new experiences and new outcomes,
new lovers for the first time, making everyone else the last time
I knew we were growing together and into some real together
all easy loving

I know..this type of feeling only comes once in a lifetime you say?
and some people think discomfort will eventually come after the love
I never thought that...
and you can only have one soulmate you say?
I had a soulmate I didn't marry and a husband that never saw my passion,
but he sees it all...everytime
and he makes me feel it..even when I doubted....
after all these days he said he'd go back to day one
to convince me ...when the fear freezes me
in my steps and in my feelings
my imagination like a runaway train
I'm chasing everything
but something else, running
trying to get free, pushing him away, off of me...
sabotage and abandonment filled the time
that was meant for him and us
wasted energy that shouldn't have existed

luckily he had faith and trusted what we already had/could have
he was aware of my baggage and he constantly told me
"I got you..don't worry, I will wait for you"
my common denominator in weekends, thoughts, and prayers
plans for the future too.
In my heart I keep him safe..barely to escape
unless them to him
to his face
in his ear
only for him
actions reserved for him
love with his name on it
no more
what did I do wrong..will I do it again??
will I fall...and will he catch me??

in one day..this instance
I let it all go...all the betrayal..just like that
it was lifted..and the love just poured out of me and it won't stop

no more doubt I told him...and he makes sure it stays that way
consistent with me always..even when my leaves were flailing in the wind
even when I'm unsure
or wavering
still
he's that big strong tree
that doesn't budge

he's that guy
I was walking behind on a 5 mile trail
around stone mountain this weekend
I kept trying to push him ahead of me
telling him to run his own race , go faster, speed up
but he stayed with me
grabbing my hand
pushing me forward saying "I'm not leaving you"
"Are you afraid I will get lost?"
he said, "No"
"Am I slowing you down?"
again he said "No, I just want to be next to you"
"I can see you...so go"
"I'm not going anywhere"
and with that
we just kept walking...
side by side
staying close
yep he's that kind of guy
"loving him a little more everyday"

near and with me....

he asked me why I left
total silence
a new season, a new me
the old me, the woe is me
fear upon me
couldn't articulate my feelings
frozen
hushed
couldn't state my case
he was my only voice of reason
my haven of balance and maturity

had to leave him
run
flee
fly to sanity
outside our bubble
be free or burn together
this circle of love
that was pierced by
pride and uncertainty
caught in my throat
I wanted to
but I couldn't
I needed to
but I wouldn't
not again
choking now
on my tears
so I ran
and I didn't say why

call it a crime...

I just realized this morning driving into work that I haven't had much to write about because I'm happy...I've been looking for my happy place..I'm in my happy place...I'm on my way to a happier place

I'm one of those people that could write and express myself better on paper when I'm sad, depressed, emotionally distraught and feeling blue.

When I'm happy I keep those feelings in, to myself, holding them close and never letting them out for fear they will get away from me..for fear they will be stolen from me never to return.

I wrote some of my best work on my old blog because I was heartbroken, soul searching and confused...the more my heart breaks the more I'm able to express myself.

When I'm happy and content I choke and keep those feelings inside, which reminds me of this by Marianne Williamson


Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure
It is our light not our darkness that frightens us
We ask ourselves, “Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?”
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God
Your playing small doesn’t serve the world
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you
We were born to make manifest the glory of God within us
It is not just in some of us
It is in everyone
And as we let our own light shine
We unconsciously give permission to other people
To do the same
As we are liberated from our own fear
Our presence automatically liberates others

on another note: I'd be even happier if I had NELLY in my life!

"You can go search but you never could find,
I promise you derrty I'm one of a kind. "

the bitch is back, part II

my girl TIFFY holds it down (bronlaw too)

we connected from day one almost a year ago and we are like sisters fo real!!!

this goes out to her..for always listening, trusting my advice, giving me wisdom, and keeping it gully...

"I don’t care what a bitch think or how a hoe feel
Cause ain’t nann one of you hoes payin my bills
And ain’t nann one of you hoes fina buy me a crib
And ain’t nann one of you hoes fina get me a whip
I know I must make a lot of ya’ll hoes sick
And all I can tell you hoes, get used to it bitch!"

mi.ami. you tight.word....

She barely made it through her meetings today at work.
All she could think about was her plans for TC.
She knew their next adventure would involve a beach
and some serious bumping and grinding on a dance floor.

She spent the entire afternoon looking for flights and
making hotel arrangements before calling him and asking him
to meet her at the airport.

They both arrived at 630pm. He was freshly shaven and
smelling good with his black overnight bag hanging from his shoulder.
6'3" , sexy and chocolate.

She was wearing a white trench coat and he wasn't sure what was underneath
but his mind wandered to the evening before when he was standing over her,
naked on his bed, watching her rub her smooth pink suzie q (as she called it),
while he watched, while he stroked himself....while he fantasized.

WHEW! He shook his head fast..trying to save those visions for later..
trying to get them out of his head now as he walked thru the airport.
He didn't want anyone to see his erection thru his jeans but she saw it right away...
and she smiled a big smile knowing it was all for her.
To return the favor she flashed him a thigh..
he caught a glimpse of her black lacey garter, stockings and 5 inch heels. he grinned.
DAYUM he could hardly walk after that he was so fucking horny for her...
and he wanted and needed what was under that coat.

Even though they'd been dating for months each time with her felt like the first time...
even when they'd just spent the midnight hour sexin in the front seat of his truck hours,
later he'd need her again like he'd never had her.
She grabbed his hand just then and slowly kissed him
he smelled her and melted she then pulled him towards their gate..
they didn't have much time.
he looked up .
destination Miami.

once settled in their assigned seats his hands felt her warm skin..
the seat belt sign was lit and the flight attendent started her pre flight safety speech

"Please turn your attention to the safety manual located in the front pocket of the seat in front of you"
he slide his hands between her warm , soft, thighs, pulled her thongs aside and found her wetness, she inhaled
he slide in his middle finger and she exhaled
"Please take this time to locate the emergency exits located at the front, side and rear of the plane"
He used his thumb to rub circles around her clit..she slowly started to move her hips
"To operate your seat belt, insert the metal tab into the buckle, and pull tight and low across your waist."
she grabbed his hard thru her coat and pushed it deeper , she started to move faster
"In the event of a sudden loss of cabin pressure, masks will descend from the ceiling."
She started to tremble as he whispered in her ear "cum for me baby..let me feel it..I know you can do it...do it right here...right now..I won't stop til you do." her movements were short and quick jolts, she almost lost her breath
"Your seat cushions can be used for a flotation device" the flight attendent continued.
This time he stuck in 2 fingers and it was all she could to not scream out...
as she came all over him
"Thanks for flying with our airline..Please remain in your seats until the captain has turned off the seatbelt sign"
her: thanks baby...once we get in the air I'm going to show you my appreciation somehow
him: I'm looking forward to that

*******

"Everything.. ccccccheck
Thats why i cant wait to slip off your clothes
and lick you from head to toe"