I'm officially an XBOX widow.
The Champ and I are hosting Turkey day at his place...wish us luck! The menu sounds yummy but will it taste yummy!
My MAC lip gloss is poppin - Viva Glam VI
Work is slow and boring. I hope I get off early tomorrow.
Seems like all the lil people in my life want webkinz..I'm so sick of buying these things.
I hope I get a new coach bag for christmas...HINT, HINT!
My medium bikini panties are getting smaller and smaller on my..I think my bootay is growing!!!
My happiness is back....I will never let someone steal all that joy from me again.
My 2 bestest girlfriends live in NC and in TX..I miss them so much..They both called me yesterday and I wish we could HANG!
Why do all my college buddies want me to spend half my day on facebook. No I do not want to find MR. TH that left me for my cheerleading coach!! HAHA!
I think the next store I open will be a Porn shop full of movies, books, toys and coffee.. Yeah COFFEE!!!
oh and another thing I'm NO. 1 in my fantasy basketball league..SUCKAS!!! and its my first time playing...I do my RESEARCH SON!!!!...
"watch me.....watch me...I got soulllllllllllllllll...and I'm super bad!"
*smooches*
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
super bad...
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
bout to spaz...
I'm ashamed to say
I've let someone
steal my joy
for 4 days
I can't let it go.
Its hard to move on
Can't talk about it
no one understands
no right words.
Its so unfair
to those that are around me
to those that love me
I have this monster inside of me.
Its growing
It wants to fight.
I can't control it.
I can't hold it in.
I haven't been happy for 4 days
What happened to my happiness
I want to escape
unrecognizable
different
My face is not my own
How could I smile when I'm hurtin' so bad inside?
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
brand new day...
Cause there's a reason
to rejoice you see
Everybody come out
And let's commence
to singing joyfully
Everybody look up
And feel the hope
that we've been waiting for
Everybody's glad
Because our silent fear
and dread is gone
Freedom, you see,
has got our hearts
singing so joyfully
Just look about
You owe it to yourself
to check it out
Can't you feel a brand new day?
Can't you feel a brand new day?
Can't you feel a brand new day?
Can't you feel a brand new day?
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
vote wit me....
Sunday, October 26, 2008
random gee...
took lower case gees (i love that...) to see HSM3..it was adorable!!
kissed him *muah*
started to knit this
all these things keep me sane..tv, music, family, the champ, crafts, chocolate!!!
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
escape route...
whats my plan??... why am I running?..what am I running from...?? something obviously because...
my dreams lately have been these elaborate escape plans. I mean really long drawn out sessions of me trying to get away from someone or something.
Sidenote: maybe I feel trapped in real life, yeah thats it..NAH.. that would be too easy
but these dreams are so detailed that they could really be turned into the next Jerry Bruckheimer film.
The most recent one last night involved me and 40 other girls.
Sidenote: it wasn't THAT type of dream..
for some reason we’d all gone to this mansion for a shoe sale..all our expensive cars (yes they were expensive) were parked outside and we were browsing the latest foot fetishes. Out of the corner of my eye I noticed all our cars being discretly taken away and stored in an far off trailer. I paid it no mind at first thinking okay maybe they are moving them because of the upcoming fashion show.
Sidenote: on the site where I work we are constantly asked to move our cars because of paving..so I get this part
anyway in this dream I notice the girls are starting to disapear as well so I follow one of the guys moving our cars and they catch me and come after me!
Side note: I like to be the chaser..I dont like to be chased!!!
so I'm booking it ..thru fire escapes, caves, tunnels, more neighborhoods, ramps, elevators, airports, train stations, even in and out of a space shuttle...it never ends..the running...
it never ends...they never catch me and I never stop running
I finally wake up to the comfort of my man...I wish I gave him the same comfort...he doubts I even know how much he loves me...I know..honestly I do.. but I doubt I deserve it , and maybe I can never give it back to him *sigh*
"sometimes i do act flaky"
Monday, October 6, 2008
QOTD: everyday intimacy
The Champ and I (for the past 8 months) have this daily ritual of sending each other questions of the day..any topic...nothing off limits...here's one of them...
The Champ: I read an article in today’s paper about a wife who gave her husband the gift of intimacy everyday for a year. They decided to turn off the television and try some sort of intimacy each day. Do you think that is a realistic goal? Could you see us doing something like that?
CookieLady: Yes of course, we already practice this..when we just lay and chill next to one another..talking..reconnecting after a busy week. When we sit and watch movies together you rubbing my feet, us cuddling...When we sex each other all up and down, in every room. When we hold hands at a play or concert, when we kiss in a movie, when we hug on the street and when we don't see each other we do it with words for example; letters, emails, txts, phone calls. We've even done it via Webcam.
CookieLady: What are some ways she gave him intimacy?
The Champ: They didn’t go into detail about the types of intimacy but mainly they were talking about getting it on. I do enjoy just laying in the bed talking and relaxing with you.
CookieLady: Getting it on every single day???
The Champ: The wife said they averaged 26 – 28 days a month.
Cookie Lady: Well DANG!
The Champ: LOL
CookieLady: Now you answer
The Champ: I think it’s realistic to have some type of intimacy everyday but I don’t know about getting it in each time. Yes, I think we could do something like that. The couple in the article had been married for twenty years and had several children
CookieLady: I will try very hard to give it you..whatever you want and I need..I want to provide that to you
TheChamp: and you do
